Diary Writing Continues!

Life had been so exciting that in a blink, I had became a Dad recently.

In these years away from Blog writing, many things had happened. Many happy times, many busy times, many wonderful moments. So much that I had stopped documenting them and instead, enjoys every bit of it.

When you met someone who you truly love and wants to grow old together, time just flew like how a rainbow comes and goes.

I'm so glad my hard work that I had committed, paid off. Together with my beloved wife, I had full support whenever the going gets tough. There is always a wonderful meal waiting for me at home after a tiring day.

All these achievements had not been easy to come by and I am glad to share with my dearest wife.

I hope my son will one day contribute to the society like how his parents have. Many more hopes. Many more  wonderful moment to come soon.

2019 - Apology.

It's been so long since I last wrote. When I write here, it's my inner thoughts.

Thoughts that I can't sort out or figure elsewhere.

Last week was a significant event for me. Waited my whole life for this. An apology.

Dad apologized. He said sorry for all the wrongs he did and I forgave him.

Know that men cannot commit any mistake because it will take a second life to be forgiven.

What is done can only be maintained and is irreversible.

I will love my wife till death do us apart.

In sickness or death, for richer or poorer, I will honour her for the rest of my life.

I will always remember to love my child and to always stand in their feet to think and feel.

Remember my tough childhood and make sure my children will never have to go through what I did.

23 years
7 continents
190 countries

I finally found you.

Life took a twist and you stood by.

Thank you for always having faith and believe.

Trust, Loyalty and Honesty.

Be brave and embrace what's ahead.

This Job

Growing up became more of a loneliness.

Family become more valuable because at work it's like a battlefield filled with enemies.

Forgive and forget.

Socializing is just another means for work people to prove their worth.

Believe in God's will, in the foot step he had path for you.

Love you lots dear.

Love the Lord.

Good nights and Amen.

A: There was once I heard good people with steady hands will become good pilots.
B: In your opinion, what's a good pilot?
C: A good pilot? All pilots that contemplate about the meaning of a good pilot.

Hello left leg

Dear Mr Left Leg,

I know these few days have been of chore to you. You have hoped all the way 1 km since right Mr Right Leg injured himself. Hoping all the way back to your bunk, a place where Mr right leg can rest and recuperate. When typically, walking was a job by both leg, you had been climbing up and down stairs, hoping to get the water at the other room, walking a few meters for the toilet and journeyed miles at the no wheel chair hospital.

Now that Mr right leg is not gonna recover very soon, I sympathise with the amount of work you'll have to put in for the weeks to come. Doctor asked me to stay in bed and not moved around but it was impossible. There was work that I had to do.

Read on articles that state that there'll be possibility that the injury might take months to recover. For worse cases... it might lead to permanent disability to manoeuvre the ankle.

It was just a jump, a high leap that I've always done. A simple manoeuvre yet with the wrong opponent.

Please get well soon. I pray for the deepest hopes that it'll get well soon. So I can continue to function and work...

This injury.

It's been long since I've been injured like that. Bed ridden for a few days in an overseas work trip. First time injured overseas without any family or friends. Walking was challenge, getting my drinks and meals from downstairs was worse than running 2.4km.

It led me to seat down and reflect.... how much actually family meant. Those times when I had fractures, there was always people to support me, to bring me surprises and smiles. Now alone overseas with colleagues, it's a totally different world.

Gotta protect my family in future so they do not encounter such an incident like I had these few weeks.

Finding inner Peace

A world of distractions,
A place of greed, power and treachery.
Of performance, rat race and empire.
The body wants more,
But forgotten was that soul needs more.
What's this competitions?
Never ending fight for small achievements,
these ego trying to stack on top of one another?
An eye for an eye made the world go blind.
But only the most powerful and greediest can keep their eyes open.
Why this greed? Why these competitions?
There's got to be a stop,
stopping does not mean weak,
does not mean compromising,
does not signify any form of loosing out.
It simply means staying quo for a greater good.

You're blessed with many gifts.
Special and unique in many ways.
Let go of those who have disturbed inner thoughts.
Of personality who like to pick small meaningless fights.
Keep your head out, look out for the bigger picture.

So many blessings

Thank you for the journey and company you've given me. Feel truly blessed.