Life had been so exciting that in a blink, I had became a Dad recently.
In these years away from Blog writing, many things had happened. Many happy times, many busy times, many wonderful moments. So much that I had stopped documenting them and instead, enjoys every bit of it.
When you met someone who you truly love and wants to grow old together, time just flew like how a rainbow comes and goes.
I'm so glad my hard work that I had committed, paid off. Together with my beloved wife, I had full support whenever the going gets tough. There is always a wonderful meal waiting for me at home after a tiring day.
All these achievements had not been easy to come by and I am glad to share with my dearest wife.
I hope my son will one day contribute to the society like how his parents have. Many more hopes. Many more wonderful moment to come soon.
Wednesday, 29 April 2020
Wednesday, 11 December 2019
2019 - Apology.
It's been so long since I last wrote. When I write here, it's my inner thoughts.
Thoughts that I can't sort out or figure elsewhere.
Last week was a significant event for me. Waited my whole life for this. An apology.
Dad apologized. He said sorry for all the wrongs he did and I forgave him.
Know that men cannot commit any mistake because it will take a second life to be forgiven.
What is done can only be maintained and is irreversible.
I will love my wife till death do us apart.
In sickness or death, for richer or poorer, I will honour her for the rest of my life.
I will always remember to love my child and to always stand in their feet to think and feel.
Remember my tough childhood and make sure my children will never have to go through what I did.
Thoughts that I can't sort out or figure elsewhere.
Last week was a significant event for me. Waited my whole life for this. An apology.
Dad apologized. He said sorry for all the wrongs he did and I forgave him.
Know that men cannot commit any mistake because it will take a second life to be forgiven.
What is done can only be maintained and is irreversible.
I will love my wife till death do us apart.
In sickness or death, for richer or poorer, I will honour her for the rest of my life.
I will always remember to love my child and to always stand in their feet to think and feel.
Remember my tough childhood and make sure my children will never have to go through what I did.
Sunday, 5 October 2014
Tuesday, 25 March 2014
This Job
Growing up became more of a loneliness.
Family become more valuable because at work it's like a battlefield filled with enemies.
Forgive and forget.
Socializing is just another means for work people to prove their worth.
Believe in God's will, in the foot step he had path for you.
Love you lots dear.
Love the Lord.
Good nights and Amen.
Family become more valuable because at work it's like a battlefield filled with enemies.
Forgive and forget.
Socializing is just another means for work people to prove their worth.
Believe in God's will, in the foot step he had path for you.
Love you lots dear.
Love the Lord.
Good nights and Amen.
Friday, 22 November 2013
Sunday, 3 November 2013
Wednesday, 9 October 2013
Hello left leg
Dear Mr Left Leg,
I know these few days have been of chore to you. You have hoped all the way 1 km since right Mr Right Leg injured himself. Hoping all the way back to your bunk, a place where Mr right leg can rest and recuperate. When typically, walking was a job by both leg, you had been climbing up and down stairs, hoping to get the water at the other room, walking a few meters for the toilet and journeyed miles at the no wheel chair hospital.
Now that Mr right leg is not gonna recover very soon, I sympathise with the amount of work you'll have to put in for the weeks to come. Doctor asked me to stay in bed and not moved around but it was impossible. There was work that I had to do.
Read on articles that state that there'll be possibility that the injury might take months to recover. For worse cases... it might lead to permanent disability to manoeuvre the ankle.
It was just a jump, a high leap that I've always done. A simple manoeuvre yet with the wrong opponent.
Please get well soon. I pray for the deepest hopes that it'll get well soon. So I can continue to function and work...
I know these few days have been of chore to you. You have hoped all the way 1 km since right Mr Right Leg injured himself. Hoping all the way back to your bunk, a place where Mr right leg can rest and recuperate. When typically, walking was a job by both leg, you had been climbing up and down stairs, hoping to get the water at the other room, walking a few meters for the toilet and journeyed miles at the no wheel chair hospital.
Now that Mr right leg is not gonna recover very soon, I sympathise with the amount of work you'll have to put in for the weeks to come. Doctor asked me to stay in bed and not moved around but it was impossible. There was work that I had to do.
Read on articles that state that there'll be possibility that the injury might take months to recover. For worse cases... it might lead to permanent disability to manoeuvre the ankle.
It was just a jump, a high leap that I've always done. A simple manoeuvre yet with the wrong opponent.
Please get well soon. I pray for the deepest hopes that it'll get well soon. So I can continue to function and work...
Sunday, 6 October 2013
This injury.
It's been long since I've been injured like that. Bed ridden for a few days in an overseas work trip. First time injured overseas without any family or friends. Walking was challenge, getting my drinks and meals from downstairs was worse than running 2.4km.
It led me to seat down and reflect.... how much actually family meant. Those times when I had fractures, there was always people to support me, to bring me surprises and smiles. Now alone overseas with colleagues, it's a totally different world.
Gotta protect my family in future so they do not encounter such an incident like I had these few weeks.
It led me to seat down and reflect.... how much actually family meant. Those times when I had fractures, there was always people to support me, to bring me surprises and smiles. Now alone overseas with colleagues, it's a totally different world.
Gotta protect my family in future so they do not encounter such an incident like I had these few weeks.
Thursday, 4 July 2013
Finding inner Peace
A world of distractions,
A place of greed, power and treachery.
Of performance, rat race and empire.
The body wants more,
But forgotten was that soul needs more.
What's this competitions?
Never ending fight for small achievements,
these ego trying to stack on top of one another?
An eye for an eye made the world go blind.
But only the most powerful and greediest can keep their eyes open.
Why this greed? Why these competitions?
There's got to be a stop,
stopping does not mean weak,
does not mean compromising,
does not signify any form of loosing out.
It simply means staying quo for a greater good.
You're blessed with many gifts.
Special and unique in many ways.
Let go of those who have disturbed inner thoughts.
Of personality who like to pick small meaningless fights.
Keep your head out, look out for the bigger picture.
A place of greed, power and treachery.
Of performance, rat race and empire.
The body wants more,
But forgotten was that soul needs more.
What's this competitions?
Never ending fight for small achievements,
these ego trying to stack on top of one another?
An eye for an eye made the world go blind.
But only the most powerful and greediest can keep their eyes open.
Why this greed? Why these competitions?
There's got to be a stop,
stopping does not mean weak,
does not mean compromising,
does not signify any form of loosing out.
It simply means staying quo for a greater good.
You're blessed with many gifts.
Special and unique in many ways.
Let go of those who have disturbed inner thoughts.
Of personality who like to pick small meaningless fights.
Keep your head out, look out for the bigger picture.
Tuesday, 25 June 2013
Tuesday, 11 June 2013
This is how it feels like
Being appreciated, loved and thanked.
What more could I have asked.
Your kind towards the poor, you helped the marginalized and motivated the discerned.
I'm not worried of failure cause we'll take the difficulties in life together.
When everyone thought you could never even make it, you took a breath and instead surpassed the best to be number one. Worked and proved to the world wrong.
All by yourself... Even when everyone fell, you stood up by yourself and told the world you'd be the last to give up.
Our first step were short from others but our last stride won us the winning second.
You said success was not about the destination but the journey. Our morales... our values...
Your love for family was enduring and unending.
It have always felt like family when I'm around you.
My limitations and shortcomings, you never once did complained but instead you gave me the arms to discover my virtues.
You loved what I isn't and who I am.
Caring for one another in our best ability, understanding each another's limitations.
How did you understand me so well? It's making me wanting to give you my entire life and virtue.
What more could I have asked.
Your kind towards the poor, you helped the marginalized and motivated the discerned.
I'm not worried of failure cause we'll take the difficulties in life together.
When everyone thought you could never even make it, you took a breath and instead surpassed the best to be number one. Worked and proved to the world wrong.
All by yourself... Even when everyone fell, you stood up by yourself and told the world you'd be the last to give up.
Our first step were short from others but our last stride won us the winning second.
You said success was not about the destination but the journey. Our morales... our values...
Your love for family was enduring and unending.
It have always felt like family when I'm around you.
My limitations and shortcomings, you never once did complained but instead you gave me the arms to discover my virtues.
You loved what I isn't and who I am.
How did you understand me so well? It's making me wanting to give you my entire life and virtue.
Monday, 3 June 2013
Steps forward. March on.
Somethings are meant to remain pure.
To be child like and to be preserved.
That's how we find truth, faith and trust in one another.
Let go of the past encounters, they were just a series of misunderstandings and misfortunes.
A trap that caught and caged me since.
It was a meaningful experience. Thx for dropping by my life. Thank God for letting me meet these good people. For without them, there's no me today. For without those problems, obstacles and hurdles, I wouldn't have been even more wise today.
Start and learn to live, love and breath again. You've got a whole life ahead of you.
Monday, 27 May 2013
So true..
Every woman wants a man who respects her for her values, virtues and ethics. She wants a man who is proud of her strong character and her unique personality. A man who can support her unconditionally and stay connected to her soulfully. A woman who loves you truly will never ask you to buy her expensive gifts or take her to expensive places. She won’t ask for diamonds, rubies or a promise to bring her a world of luxuries. She just wants your love, care and attention. She wants you to spend a lot of quality time with her and appreciate her for all that she does for you out of love and affection. Every woman is unique in her own way and she wants to be the most appealing woman in her man’s life. A woman’s heart is so full of love for the man of her life that she just gives it freely even for the little he does for her. She doesn’t want commitments and promises she just wanted to be loved to the core.
Sunday, 28 April 2013
I choose..
I choose to live by choice, not by chance.
To make changes, not excuses
To be motivated not manipulated
To be useful not used
Self esteem over self sympathy
To listen to the inner voice within.
To make changes, not excuses
To be motivated not manipulated
To be useful not used
Self esteem over self sympathy
To listen to the inner voice within.
Saturday, 20 April 2013
Met a friend
Met a friend who had the same life encounters as me...
Who went to N(A)..
Who excelled and found a new hope in sports..
Who went to jc..
Who decided to work first before going to uni..
Who had to work in an environment of alcohol and lust..
Who had to break values to go with the flow..
And the dream of helping third world children and kids..
Thank you for reinforcing my values and reminding me what I set myself out to do since the beginning.
Tuesday, 16 April 2013
Monday, 15 April 2013
Thursday, 11 April 2013
Unless...
“Unless someone like you cares a whole awful lot,
Nothing is going to get better. It's not.”
Wednesday, 10 April 2013
Prayer for the Air force wife.
An Air Force wife has so much to bear,
She's everything at once, no one could compare,
When God made her, he had perfection in mind,
For nowhere on Earth is another of her kind,
She leads a life not many would choose,
For her job is the hardest in the military to do,
She is courageous and strong, one would say made of steel,
But way deep down is a heart that can feel,
She stands by her husband, so proud and so tall,
And waits many nights by the phone for a call,
She's Mommy and Daddy all rolled into one,
She'll never rest easy until her job's done,
She sits all alone and in silence she cries,
Dis I do a good job, is my family all right?
But deep in her heart she knows that it's true,
God is right beside her helping her through.
For good - Wicked
She's everything at once, no one could compare,
When God made her, he had perfection in mind,
For nowhere on Earth is another of her kind,
She leads a life not many would choose,
For her job is the hardest in the military to do,
She is courageous and strong, one would say made of steel,
But way deep down is a heart that can feel,
She stands by her husband, so proud and so tall,
And waits many nights by the phone for a call,
She's Mommy and Daddy all rolled into one,
She'll never rest easy until her job's done,
She sits all alone and in silence she cries,
Dis I do a good job, is my family all right?
But deep in her heart she knows that it's true,
God is right beside her helping her through.
For good - Wicked
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