This Job

Growing up became more of a loneliness.

Family become more valuable because at work it's like a battlefield filled with enemies.

Forgive and forget.

Socializing is just another means for work people to prove their worth.

Believe in God's will, in the foot step he had path for you.

Love you lots dear.

Love the Lord.

Good nights and Amen.

A: There was once I heard good people with steady hands will become good pilots.
B: In your opinion, what's a good pilot?
C: A good pilot? All pilots that contemplate about the meaning of a good pilot.

Hello left leg

Dear Mr Left Leg,

I know these few days have been of chore to you. You have hoped all the way 1 km since right Mr Right Leg injured himself. Hoping all the way back to your bunk, a place where Mr right leg can rest and recuperate. When typically, walking was a job by both leg, you had been climbing up and down stairs, hoping to get the water at the other room, walking a few meters for the toilet and journeyed miles at the no wheel chair hospital.

Now that Mr right leg is not gonna recover very soon, I sympathise with the amount of work you'll have to put in for the weeks to come. Doctor asked me to stay in bed and not moved around but it was impossible. There was work that I had to do.

Read on articles that state that there'll be possibility that the injury might take months to recover. For worse cases... it might lead to permanent disability to manoeuvre the ankle.

It was just a jump, a high leap that I've always done. A simple manoeuvre yet with the wrong opponent.

Please get well soon. I pray for the deepest hopes that it'll get well soon. So I can continue to function and work...

This injury.

It's been long since I've been injured like that. Bed ridden for a few days in an overseas work trip. First time injured overseas without any family or friends. Walking was challenge, getting my drinks and meals from downstairs was worse than running 2.4km.

It led me to seat down and reflect.... how much actually family meant. Those times when I had fractures, there was always people to support me, to bring me surprises and smiles. Now alone overseas with colleagues, it's a totally different world.

Gotta protect my family in future so they do not encounter such an incident like I had these few weeks.

Finding inner Peace

A world of distractions,
A place of greed, power and treachery.
Of performance, rat race and empire.
The body wants more,
But forgotten was that soul needs more.
What's this competitions?
Never ending fight for small achievements,
these ego trying to stack on top of one another?
An eye for an eye made the world go blind.
But only the most powerful and greediest can keep their eyes open.
Why this greed? Why these competitions?
There's got to be a stop,
stopping does not mean weak,
does not mean compromising,
does not signify any form of loosing out.
It simply means staying quo for a greater good.

You're blessed with many gifts.
Special and unique in many ways.
Let go of those who have disturbed inner thoughts.
Of personality who like to pick small meaningless fights.
Keep your head out, look out for the bigger picture.

So many blessings

Thank you for the journey and company you've given me. Feel truly blessed.

This is how it feels like

Being appreciated, loved and thanked.
What more could I have asked.

Your kind towards the poor, you helped the marginalized and motivated the discerned.
I'm not worried of failure cause we'll take the difficulties in life together.

When everyone thought you could never even make it, you took a breath and instead surpassed the best to be number one. Worked and proved to the world wrong.
All by yourself... Even when everyone fell, you stood up by yourself and told the world you'd be the last to give up.

Our first step were short from others but our last stride won us the winning second.
You said success was not about the destination but the journey. Our morales... our values...

Your love for family was enduring and unending.
It have always felt like family when I'm around you.

My limitations and shortcomings, you never once did complained but instead you gave me the arms to discover my virtues.
You loved what I isn't and who I am.

Caring for one another in our best ability, understanding each another's limitations.
How did you understand me so well? It's making me wanting to give you my entire life and virtue.

做人。。。 无论有多艰难, 多痛苦。。。

都要老实,踏实。。

脚踏实地的做人。

Steps forward. March on.

Somethings are meant to remain pure.
To be child like and to be preserved.

That's how we find truth, faith and trust in one another.

Let go of the past encounters, they were just a series of misunderstandings and misfortunes.

A trap that caught and caged me since.
It was a meaningful experience. Thx for dropping by my life. Thank God for letting me meet these good people. For without them, there's no me today. For without those problems, obstacles and hurdles, I wouldn't have been even more wise today.

Start and learn to live, love and breath again. You've got a whole life ahead of you.