My Girl

An untold fairytale.

A forgiving mum.

One brave dad.

One sweet and understanding child.

To lose it all, in the blur of the start.
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing.
It's okay not to be okay.
Sometimes it's hard, to follow your heart.
Tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising.
Just be true to who you are.

The colourings of life

Indeed, the ups and downs of life is within the hands of the beholder.


No matter how boring life could be, most of the time it's up to the individuals to make them more colourful and interesting.


More interestingly, motivation is a disease - a healthy disease that spread like a venom. And I was gladly down with this disease passed by someone who have so much passion in wakeboard.






3 weeks around this place and I found a cool new 2 close friends. Somehow, we shared the common interest and ambition made the nature our conversation smooth. Feels good when there is someone I could talk to about personal issues and talk about secrets, bitch freely when we need to =).


It really feels more comfortable when you don't have to contain all your feelings to yourself and could share it with someone who actually understands it =).






To burn these 2 months of free time I have, I decided to take part in the coming Rd Ubin. To find some goals in life along the way and to get ready for the physical requirement of my next phase. Hello macritchie =)










Some random photos taken recently. Haven't been taking lots of photos lately cause as we all know, we aren't allowed to have cameras in there! Haha.





To the most dedicated teacher






And the most dedicated instructor. Cool tao dude. =)


He's really handsome btw.






And the best friends I encountered.






Thank u lord for answering my prayer =).

greetings diary!

this page of my diary is lonely. being on this lonely journey have been painful. it's a bad thing when only 1 person passes.
I found myself lost and empty.
 lost of someone to talk to, empty of a companion whom walk the same path as me, who understands my situation and I could pour all my problems out to. 
I want to share with that someone how exciting my life have been and complain about all the stress I've been shouldering.

lord I pray for that person to come sooner. I really need him/her beside me, to share my joys and sorrows. I want to love and be loved.

lord, I just need a friend. someone I can closely relate to. a keen listener or a good social talker. to hear about his/her life and be heard at the same time. I'm not trying to be greedy, just one will do...

"♫ ~ I don't wanna waste my time again, by getting wasted with so-called friends.
Cause They don't know me, but they pretend to be part of my social scenery ~ .♫"

Awesome. I just managed to find the right song to relate to how I'm feeling now.

I hate myself for going clubbing sometimes. Cause it's just not myself when I'm in there, crazy music and alcohol forced down my throat.

Just because my immediate social circle likes it there, doesn't mean that I have to follow suit, isn't it? Yes, it's a kind of norm for those people to come to club and open bottle to celebrate something. But that's not my cup of tea in any case.

Friends aren't people who make you pay for a bottle and their entry fee tickets.

Friends aren't people who gets you drunk.

Friends aren't people who encourage you on things you dislike.

2nd and never again. Unless with the best friends =).

I'd rather choose to be myself.

From watch man. IT'S REALLY COOL!!

Doctor Manhattan:
Thermo-dynamic miracles... events with odds against so astronomical they're effectively impossible, like oxygen spontaneously becoming gold. I long to observe such a thing.
And yet, in each human coupling, a thousand million sperm vie for a single egg. Multiply those odds by countless generations, against the odds of your ancestors being alive; meeting; siring this precise son; that exact daughter... Until your mother loves a man she has every reason to hate, and of that union, of the thousand million children competing for fertilization, it was you, only you, that emerged. To distill so specific a form from that chaos of improbability, like turning air to gold... that is the crowning unlikelihood. The thermo-dynamic miracle.

Laurie Juspeczyk:
But...if me, my birth, if that's a thermodynamic miracle... I mean, you could say that about anybody in the world!.

Dr. Manhattan:
Yes. Anybody in the world. ..But the world is so full of people, so crowded with these miracles that they become commonplace and we forget... I forget. We gaze continually at the world and it grows dull in our perceptions. Yet seen from the another's vantage point. As if new, it may still take our breath away. Come...dry your eyes. For you are life, rarer than a quark and unpredictable beyond the dreams of Heisenberg; the clay in which the forces that shape all things leave their fingerprints most clearly.

Laurie Juspeczyk:
Is that what you are? The most powerful thing in the universe and you're just a puppet following a script?

Doctor Manhattan:
We're all puppets, Laurie. I'm just a puppet who can see the strings.

I came across this comment today which is damn basted but logical:

"It's so stupid to have bus lanes. Why must poor people get to places faster than me?"

HAHAHA

杜 U ♥ Me?

I'm here to make my stand. To tell the world that one shouldn't be waiting for something to happen, wait for something or someone you've waited all your life for and regret in the end. In chinese they call it "守株待兔" and it means to earn something just by waiting bluntly and not do anything about it.

Singaporeans are well taken care of, sometimes overly cared, for that 守株待兔 is a comfy norm. You have no idea, how unmotivated I am for the past few months. Life seems meaningless and everyday is just like a passing day with nothing fresh. I've been living in this dilemma of having no hope... no life... no companionship...

The thing about life is that: your life is how decide of it, it's the outcome of your own control. If you are happy about it, not only you but people around you will also be happy. Likewise for motivation or positivity. =). It doesn't matter if the job is slack or tough in nature, it can always be made fun through one way or another.

So came another new person into our office today and I'm so glad she came. Cause she brought all the positivity and motivation with her, somehow.. I finally see some light and start to do things with will power again. I'm going to study modelling, airmanship and my future planes now, make productive use of my 2 months here.

Running

Don't laugh but I look like a tortoise swabbing in a pond when I run now. Flabby and bouncy, no technique and form at all. Running feels awkward. Train up, buff up and get it back all over again. JIA YOU!!! =DD

I Give My First Love to You

Not a bad show to catch =).

Theme song:-

Life ain’t always easy everyday

It ain’t the end of the world

Have a drink with me and let's party tonight
Go down In history..