You wouldn't believe if I'd told you.

This definitely is one of the most spontaneous trip ever. We were granted leave on the 10th and poop, we found ourselves in Phuket on the 11th. We bought the air tickets about 16 hours before the actual departure time, with much gratitude towards the establishments of budget airlines. And we booked our hotel 8 hours prior to our arrival. Worst of all, we had the impression that the airplane ticket was at departing at 7pm  when it was actually at 1pm. Thanks to our regular training of resilience, we got ourselves ready in an hour and cabbed down to Airport, settled our lunch in 10 odds minutes and literally marathon (with all the undigested food and luggage we have) to the boarding gate.

With nothing in mind of what awaits us and clueless about the activities available in Phuket, we clicked on the webbie and sent a bill for any tickets that was within our price range. None of us actually been to a unguided tour to thailand before that ended ourselves a problem of conversing in their language here. In the end, we got ourselves ripped off from a taxi ride from Airport to our hotel.

But 天无绝人之路, there were many more fun and awesome activities waiting for us in Phuket. We walked with the fatique of having IPPT in the morning throughout the day, darn it was challenging because these thighs have not run at that kind of intensity for the last 4 months.

We came across these little booth which offered attractive tour packages and tourist activities. Mr JC's sweetie tongue got us a good price cut off our tour package and activities. While Mr CS's innocent and cute looking charm was an edging to get the attention of bystanders. We had a cool trip with 2 Finnish ladies and a lecturer from the University of Seoul. While our nights were drowned with beer down at a live band Pub, with good vocals and a soothing saxophonist. one of the coolest nights we had was with a Canadian Mum and her 2 daughters. Where a dude was coming to our table and showing off his charming moves for a chance to date one of mama's daughter for the night. But mama kept her kids well away from potent threats, nothing beat a mama's bear like instincts. She's an awesome mum, I'd had wish she was my wife . Not forgetting the famous Ping Pong show everyone in town is talking about, always something about seduction that made a town famous. But we had a few good laugh and found it rather boring, it destroyed my perfect picture for a pretty girl. Nonetheless, the Canadian mama painted a good one up again =).

I'm quite tired of living a single life and not letting myself loose. It would be better to open up my options. Open up to the society and receive whatever it has in store for me. Know my bottom line, no sex, no smoking and no drugs. The world out there is waiting for me to be explored =D.

I'm so thankful for embarking on this getaway trip with these 2 funny pie. How much more nonsense can we get.

Now it's time to move ourselves into our stanch to get ready for whatever shit that is waiting for us over the Oceania.

Hello lonely blog.

Haha, it's been quite a lonely blog every since my college days, guess there are hardly any friends in my life right now. Rather lonely days.

I'm in a rather difficult position now and seems like that the problem is going to persist for the few years.

What's my problem?
I'm having problems trying to fit in with my group of friends down here.
Why?
All of them are attached and has a girlfriend. No one really want to spend that extra commitment to understand one another.
So why not get a girlfriend yourself?
I very much wish to but I'm in an all guy dominant environment and I can't probably be desperate trying to get a girl just to make her my girlfriend. They say love comes when you least expect it to be.
Why not confide with your family members?
There are enough problems within my family so adding on oil to the fire may cause even more unhappiness to them =/.
So when I have problems, who do I find?
I tried talking to my JC friends, Secondary school friends but somehow everyone has their own problems and are quite reluctant to listen out. Or otherwise, do not get my drift cause it's rather hard to explain to them the complication of the things going on around here.
Conclusion?
I got to swallow of all these problems and try to solve them myself. Learn to be more independent. Till one day, I wish to share all the good thing with that special someone.


The above self conversation is rather emotional I recon but hey, I'm cornered to do this. Had tried finding many options to get a life out there but failed. So meanwhile I'll stay chill until fun knocks on my door.
What's up with me for the last 4 months? Practically everyday have been books and screens from 8am to 5.30pm, tons of test and essays. Research was a personal initiative but they are crucial to score. This was one of the few time I hanged so tightly on my limit and try to keep up. To make it worst, the environment isnt exactly ideal when you have objective friends and no family around to help you stabilize your emotion. Practically, I have been in hell, mental hell, trying to fit in and change myself to be useful. Now it's coming to an end but it's only going to get worst when I head overseas. Brace yourself for more challenges but always know the right principles when it comes down to vital decisions. =). Love your family, help the weak (provided they dont backstab you), do things for a good cause and credits are just a bonus.


INSPIRATION

Dian Liang Xing Fu Wei Liang - Zhuang Jing Jie

"God gently closed my eyes, but to open my heart happy to see another 

 window. In the past, my eyes were open but my heart was too blind to feel love

上天轻轻地关上了我的双眼，却打开我心中另一扇看见幸福的窗" 

I came across this book written about this girl named Zhuang Jing Jie, introduced by my mum <3. She had retina degradation at age of 13 when she unfortunately was involved in a car accident. The accident blinds her world and she could only physically see objects within 10cm of her focal cells vision. It was a no cure injury that impedes her learning. 

She would require to sit through an exam 3 times longer the duration of a normal person due to the visual impaired. She uses a bino on the black board and a magnifying glass when writing essays. She only sleeps a few hours a day to keep up with school works. But it did not stopped her from pursueing a honours degree in engineering which put her at the position of any other normal person or even better. 

I am awed by her optimism and cheerfulness to pursue better life.
A person's character are somehow shown on their faces. You could be the ugliest person in the whole wide world, but I think the most pretty people in this world are those people with a pretty heart =).


I hope to earn big bucks and helped those in N.A. to find hope through love. Cause love is probably the only way to cure all those injury or hurtful and despising eyes towards them. Don't forget this dream ok?