Monday, 2 April 2012

The ups and downs

Sometimes when you tried searching for the answers but they just don't come?

What's the real purpose for me on this Earth?

Each person on born was given a purpose and god gave me a purpose that involves with coping with so much mishaps in life.

The unexpected, crude or sometimes inhumane. But I guess all of those were blessings in disguise? Being able to jump out of my previous academic background, to cope with such a stressful family, meet the demands of everyone around me, having to face my worst econs, getting injured before a very important competition and now.. To find a purpose in flying a craft I was never expecting to.

These series of non-stop up hill and down hill, definitely made my life a roller coaster, a joy ride probably no one on this earth will taste. Blessing I would say :D. A real deep one.

"What's my calling? Why was I even born in this world?". I was asking myself. It seemed like someone have been training me by putting so much obstacles in front of me. One after another, they just kept coming non-stop.

I thought of death cause its the most anyone would have feared. And I told myself that I'll not be afraid when it comes. For I'll die with a purpose.

If one day I have to die to save someone in return, I will. Even for a simple life, because I have nothing to loose..

I want to protect things cause too much pain and hurtful things have been happening. I want to make this world a better place, for you, me and everyone else :)

Cure this painful place that most of us have been trying to put up with.

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