Thursday, 31 May 2012
Oblivion.
Have any earthlink come to think that sometimes it's better not to know the truth? To believe in that moment, which felt so important, to know that things were path out nicely for you, without you having to expect or plan anything for? Hide the truth and forget about your identity or what you've been going through?
I've been living in lies all my life. Lies that made me believe, that gave me faith and strength to carry on with what I was doing. I ran in believing I'll become national champion runner someday, studied real hard cause I wanted to be a fighter pilot my whole life, been a nice guy knowing someday it'll bring me to a nice girl, working and investing real hard now cause I wanna build a good home in future.
None of these actually came true in reality, I was better on water than on land. I had blades on top of me instead of flying at mach speeds. And probably all girls on this land favour materialistic desires more than a good guy.
Dreams are important, although it might not become real eventually, it sure brings you to many wonderful places.
Guess I've lost that believe since a long while, now it's time to head out there and find a new hope. Find meaning in what I'm doing now, I definitely can't find hope in this ever demanding workplace which eats ate up my youth and happiness. Neither in my house filled with 2 beloved parents which are expecting me to basket happiness for them. I believe there's still something out there to share happiness with or where joy actually exist.
Probably there's someone out there who will appreciate you for what you do. I'll believe in prayers once again.
I've been living in lies all my life. Lies that made me believe, that gave me faith and strength to carry on with what I was doing. I ran in believing I'll become national champion runner someday, studied real hard cause I wanted to be a fighter pilot my whole life, been a nice guy knowing someday it'll bring me to a nice girl, working and investing real hard now cause I wanna build a good home in future.
None of these actually came true in reality, I was better on water than on land. I had blades on top of me instead of flying at mach speeds. And probably all girls on this land favour materialistic desires more than a good guy.
Dreams are important, although it might not become real eventually, it sure brings you to many wonderful places.
Guess I've lost that believe since a long while, now it's time to head out there and find a new hope. Find meaning in what I'm doing now, I definitely can't find hope in this ever demanding workplace which eats ate up my youth and happiness. Neither in my house filled with 2 beloved parents which are expecting me to basket happiness for them. I believe there's still something out there to share happiness with or where joy actually exist.
Probably there's someone out there who will appreciate you for what you do. I'll believe in prayers once again.
Monday, 28 May 2012
Saturday, 26 May 2012
Why Man are happier than woman
Your last name stays put.
The garage is all yours.
Wedding plans take care of themselves.
Chocolate is just another snack…
You can be President.
You can never be pregnant.
You can wear a white T-shirt to a water park.
You can wear NO shirt to a water park.
Car mechanics tell you the truth.
The world is your urinal.
You never have to drive to another gas station restroom because this one is just too icky.
You don’t have to stop and think of which way to turn a nut on a bolt.
Same work, more pay.
Wrinkles add character.
Wedding dress $5000. Tux rental-$100.
People never stare at your chest when you’re talking to them.
New shoes don’t cut, blister, or mangle your feet.
One mood all the time.
Phone conversations are over in 30 seconds flat.
You know stuff about tanks.
A five-day vacation requires only one suitcase.
You can open all your own jars.
You get extra credit for the slightest act of thoughtfulness.
If someone forgets to invite you,He or she can still be your friend.
Your underwear is $8.95 for a three-pack.
Three pairs of shoes are more than enough..
You almost never have strap problems in public.
You are unable to see wrinkles in your clothes..
Everything on your face stays its original color.
The same hairstyle lasts for years, even decades.
You only have to shave your face and neck.
You can play with toys all your life.
One wallet and one pair of shoes — one color for all seasons.
You can wear shorts no matter how your legs look.
You can ‘do’ your nails with a pocket knife.
You have freedom of choice concerning growing a mustache.
You can do Christmas shopping for 25 relatives On December 24 in 25 minutes.
Men Are Just Happier People
NICKNAMES
If Laura, Kate and Sarah go out for lunch, they will call each other Laura, Kate and Sarah. If Mike, Dave and John go out, they will affectionately refer to each other as Fat Boy, Bubba and Wildman.
EATING OUT
When the bill arrives, Mike, Dave and John will each throw in $20, even though it’s only for $32.50. None of them will have anything smaller and none will actually admit they want change back. When the girls get their bill, out come the pocket calculators.
MONEY
A man will pay $2 for a $1 item he needs.
A woman will pay $1 for a $2 item that she doesn’t need but it’s on sale.
BATHROOMS
A man has six items in his bathroom: toothbrush and toothpaste, shaving cream, razor, a bar of soap, and a towel.
The average number of items in the typical woman’s bathroom is 337. A man would not be able to identify more than 20 of these items.
ARGUMENTS
A woman has the last word in any argument.
Anything a man says after that is the beginning of a new argument.
FUTURE
A woman worries about the future until she gets a husband.
A man never worries about the future until he gets a wife.
MARRIAGE
A woman marries a man expecting he will change, but he doesn’t.
A man marries a woman expecting that she won’t change, but she does.
DRESSING UP
A woman will dress up to go shopping, water the plants, empty the trash, answer the phone, read a book, and get the mail.
A man will dress up for weddings and funerals.
NATURAL
Men wake up as good-looking as they went to bed.
Women somehow deteriorate during the night.
OFFSPRING
Ah, children. A woman knows all about her children. She knows about dentist appointments and romances, best friends, favorite foods, secret fears and hopes and dreams.
A man is vaguely aware of some short people living in the house.
Wedding dress $5000. Tux rental-$100.
People never stare at your chest when you’re talking to them.
New shoes don’t cut, blister, or mangle your feet.
One mood all the time.
Phone conversations are over in 30 seconds flat.
You know stuff about tanks.
A five-day vacation requires only one suitcase.
You can open all your own jars.
You get extra credit for the slightest act of thoughtfulness.
If someone forgets to invite you,He or she can still be your friend.
Your underwear is $8.95 for a three-pack.
Three pairs of shoes are more than enough..
You almost never have strap problems in public.
You are unable to see wrinkles in your clothes..
Everything on your face stays its original color.
The same hairstyle lasts for years, even decades.
You only have to shave your face and neck.
You can play with toys all your life.
One wallet and one pair of shoes — one color for all seasons.
You can wear shorts no matter how your legs look.
You can ‘do’ your nails with a pocket knife.
You have freedom of choice concerning growing a mustache.
You can do Christmas shopping for 25 relatives On December 24 in 25 minutes.
Men Are Just Happier People
NICKNAMES
If Laura, Kate and Sarah go out for lunch, they will call each other Laura, Kate and Sarah. If Mike, Dave and John go out, they will affectionately refer to each other as Fat Boy, Bubba and Wildman.
EATING OUT
When the bill arrives, Mike, Dave and John will each throw in $20, even though it’s only for $32.50. None of them will have anything smaller and none will actually admit they want change back. When the girls get their bill, out come the pocket calculators.
MONEY
A man will pay $2 for a $1 item he needs.
A woman will pay $1 for a $2 item that she doesn’t need but it’s on sale.
BATHROOMS
A man has six items in his bathroom: toothbrush and toothpaste, shaving cream, razor, a bar of soap, and a towel.
The average number of items in the typical woman’s bathroom is 337. A man would not be able to identify more than 20 of these items.
ARGUMENTS
A woman has the last word in any argument.
Anything a man says after that is the beginning of a new argument.
FUTURE
A woman worries about the future until she gets a husband.
A man never worries about the future until he gets a wife.
MARRIAGE
A woman marries a man expecting he will change, but he doesn’t.
A man marries a woman expecting that she won’t change, but she does.
DRESSING UP
A woman will dress up to go shopping, water the plants, empty the trash, answer the phone, read a book, and get the mail.
A man will dress up for weddings and funerals.
NATURAL
Men wake up as good-looking as they went to bed.
Women somehow deteriorate during the night.
OFFSPRING
Ah, children. A woman knows all about her children. She knows about dentist appointments and romances, best friends, favorite foods, secret fears and hopes and dreams.
A man is vaguely aware of some short people living in the house.
THOUGHT FOR THE DAY
A married man should forget his mistakes. There’s no use in two people remembering the same thing!
- http://todaysjoke.net
A married man should forget his mistakes. There’s no use in two people remembering the same thing!
- http://todaysjoke.net
Thursday, 24 May 2012
Here it goes..
The best part of the day, everyday, was to wake up from a wonderful sleep. Put on my uniform and head to work. That 10 minutes is the best part of my career life, to see beautiful skies, ride on the roads to know that this is still the world I once knew while I was back in college, ready to cope with difficulties the day had to offer.
Tonight, work finally decided to give me a break, here I am sitting down on this computer writing down my thoughts. A rare chance to be able to do this.
Someone came in and once again educate me again on the importance of saving, that I have to invest invest and invest given my substantial income. Strong mindset they say old people have, filled with their years of experience which I respect. But they do not really see your point or the position that you are in. Stretched both sides, sometimes I don't know how to act.
The worst part of it is, when you have nothing to back up your point, you'd take the other party's happiest object as a supporting evidence to use against him. He's only happiness that he had at this point of time... He's sweetheart.
I don't like coming home. Because mum will start selling her ideas on investment, how I should save and stop spending even though I'm already very thrifty. She check my bankbook very often, look up on my receipt when ever I left them in my pockets. She knows almost everything I spend on and advised on every details I do, when I exactly know what I'm doing. WHY =/.
Afterall, she's still my mum that loves me most in this whole wide world. Now it's just how I'm going to deal with it from this point on...
Lai.. JIA YOU.
Tonight, work finally decided to give me a break, here I am sitting down on this computer writing down my thoughts. A rare chance to be able to do this.
Someone came in and once again educate me again on the importance of saving, that I have to invest invest and invest given my substantial income. Strong mindset they say old people have, filled with their years of experience which I respect. But they do not really see your point or the position that you are in. Stretched both sides, sometimes I don't know how to act.
The worst part of it is, when you have nothing to back up your point, you'd take the other party's happiest object as a supporting evidence to use against him. He's only happiness that he had at this point of time... He's sweetheart.
I don't like coming home. Because mum will start selling her ideas on investment, how I should save and stop spending even though I'm already very thrifty. She check my bankbook very often, look up on my receipt when ever I left them in my pockets. She knows almost everything I spend on and advised on every details I do, when I exactly know what I'm doing. WHY =/.
Afterall, she's still my mum that loves me most in this whole wide world. Now it's just how I'm going to deal with it from this point on...
Lai.. JIA YOU.
Friday, 4 May 2012
I dont want to drink, party, wear all these expensive stuff and boils down to a whole lot of empty shits.
I want to play a sport
I want to be part of a team that have trust in one another
I want to hear words from truth from my team mates
I want to be part of a dream team, even if it means to be a small team
I want to train
Now, let's just stick to kite surfing =/
I want to play a sport
I want to be part of a team that have trust in one another
I want to hear words from truth from my team mates
I want to be part of a dream team, even if it means to be a small team
I want to train
Now, let's just stick to kite surfing =/
Sunday, 22 April 2012
The boy who was forced to grow up.
I told myself at the start line, before I embark on my career journey that I'm never going to grow up.
That I'll always remain as a little boy all the way until my death bed. Cause I couldn't conjure with responsibilities and could never understand why people like to take on lifetime commitments, until up till at this point in time so many weights are placed on my shoulders.
So many hopes, expectations and eyes of support on me. I'm feeling the heat, from both the upstairs and downstairs. I believe likewise for my coursemates. We only each have 24 hours a day be we lived as if we had more, probably that's how they trained us to be superhumans.
Beyond time management, beyond capabilities and beyond myself.
No one really understand the level amount of capacity problem I have. And it's hard for me to relate what's happening to everyone else without time. Because only having time spent together do we get to know one another better? Sometimes even mum and dad couldn't understand, probably aging has caused them to be full of themselves.
Why must I cope with the stress from the family, work and still have to manage myself? I only have 24 hours, 2 hands, 1 wallet, a pair of brains and one mouth to speak.
It's only going to be tough for another year or so. Good times will come soon =).
Press on.
That I'll always remain as a little boy all the way until my death bed. Cause I couldn't conjure with responsibilities and could never understand why people like to take on lifetime commitments, until up till at this point in time so many weights are placed on my shoulders.
So many hopes, expectations and eyes of support on me. I'm feeling the heat, from both the upstairs and downstairs. I believe likewise for my coursemates. We only each have 24 hours a day be we lived as if we had more, probably that's how they trained us to be superhumans.
Beyond time management, beyond capabilities and beyond myself.
No one really understand the level amount of capacity problem I have. And it's hard for me to relate what's happening to everyone else without time. Because only having time spent together do we get to know one another better? Sometimes even mum and dad couldn't understand, probably aging has caused them to be full of themselves.
Why must I cope with the stress from the family, work and still have to manage myself? I only have 24 hours, 2 hands, 1 wallet, a pair of brains and one mouth to speak.
It's only going to be tough for another year or so. Good times will come soon =).
Press on.
Monday, 2 April 2012
The ups and downs
Sometimes when you tried searching for the answers but they just don't come?
What's the real purpose for me on this Earth?
Each person on born was given a purpose and god gave me a purpose that involves with coping with so much mishaps in life.
The unexpected, crude or sometimes inhumane. But I guess all of those were blessings in disguise? Being able to jump out of my previous academic background, to cope with such a stressful family, meet the demands of everyone around me, having to face my worst econs, getting injured before a very important competition and now.. To find a purpose in flying a craft I was never expecting to.
These series of non-stop up hill and down hill, definitely made my life a roller coaster, a joy ride probably no one on this earth will taste. Blessing I would say :D. A real deep one.
"What's my calling? Why was I even born in this world?". I was asking myself. It seemed like someone have been training me by putting so much obstacles in front of me. One after another, they just kept coming non-stop.
I thought of death cause its the most anyone would have feared. And I told myself that I'll not be afraid when it comes. For I'll die with a purpose.
If one day I have to die to save someone in return, I will. Even for a simple life, because I have nothing to loose..
I want to protect things cause too much pain and hurtful things have been happening. I want to make this world a better place, for you, me and everyone else :)
Cure this painful place that most of us have been trying to put up with.
Sunday, 1 April 2012
If only I could lie.
I'm sorry, may be I shouldn't have made that promise.
It’s in living every moment
Like it could be our last
For our hearts are restless till
They rest in Love’s caress
And the moments we remember
They interweave our hearts
Like a tapestry surrounding us,that we forget to touch
It’s why we wake up every morning
It’s why we seek each other’s smile
It’s why we know that it’s all worth it
It’s why we hold on we make the sacrifice
Smile
It’s a Beautiful Life
Sunday, 18 March 2012
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