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Could someone enlighten me why am I still blogging? Such a boring life, going through routines of which seems the same everyday yet my blog count is still rolling.. If you are one of those anonymous person in that count roll, may be its time to hit the "x" or identify yourself!

Anyway, tag on that board so I really know who my readers are ^_^. It's been back to one of those days again when I start stalking some friend's random blog. Interested in reading whats going on in a person's life, whether is it tom, dick or harry potter. They are always an interesting read.

We hit the roads this weekend and went to satisfy our long deprived taste butts. Got to a Dim Sum restaurant and ate like a monster. Met into some trouble with a sneaky restaurant owner who refused to give 2 tables for a customer of 14. Got to squeeze like HAM JING PENG together in one table. We had to send a message of feeling injustice after being confronted by that HongKee boss. Paid off our bills and walked out of the restaurant cancelling all subsequent orders we have. Which really amounts to a ransom.

Got to Perth city and Dragon Palace Dim Sum was way better, with ace service of course. They had quality service rather than trying to rip off our wallets. We ended up with a bill of A$400+ for a group of 14 hungry souls.



Some city building


Asian food!!


One of those bills you dont wish to see


Retro babe


Skies made with love above us all =)

Hi again. I miss you.

Hello. Greetings. 

So here's one joy of my life since a very long time. Hi bunny, they call me that after putting on Long Johns and doing all those Charlie Chaplin moves to instigate the audience. Got the crowd hyped up with my bunny outfit at the expense of my pride and face. Oh well, all for laughs, there were much more we would have done to get people laughing. I have a great night and God knows what you can imagine what we have done.

Anyway its been awhile since I arrived and coping well with everything here.

Words of Emotions
I know it may sound a little emo from here onwards, but I need this form of release. So excuse yourself if you don't wish to see the emo part of me.

What I am about to share is something truthful, something from the bottom of my heart have felt but not being able to express it openly in my workplace. Or no one really wish to listen to this weak part of mine right here and there's absolute no one appropriate that I could share this with except here.. No one have that spare time or patience to listen out.
But I think people who are able recognize and acknowledge weakness are the people who would able to go furtherest, instead of not facing their weakness. Ain't going to run away from this.

I miss loving a girl. Having someone to love and think all day. My life is really down without having anyone I love or really really truly, madly and deeply insanely in love with. I am powered by love, it is the very essence how all human being's positive natural motivation comes about. I love my Mum, I love my Sis but that's a different kind of love.

The feeling of wanting to live with her for eternity, to make her smile forever, make her laugh, share all my god knows what weirdo stories with her, listening out to her rantings, share a common interest, walk the world with her together or touch her soft cheeks. I miss the feeling of having a special girl that means a World to me.
Although I never had a girlfriend but I once had (a bloody long time ago and not worth trying to recall those wounds) someone really special to me. I wish to have that again... to love her as if there were no tomorrow.

Honestly, as I was sitting through a dull lecture few days back, no information was going into my head although they were all very crucial. I had no life within me, no spark, no flame. Practically going through motions of the need to be there. We had a toilet break and I took a look at my friend's FB PM about trying to set me up with a person I have a crush on, my world just lit again. My heart skipped a beat when I saw that msg and started thinking of all the possible ways I could get to know her, could do things with her, could ask her or to make her laugh. After that toilet break, I was surprisingly energized and hyped out digesting all the knowledge that was taught. But that flame only lasted a few moments only coming down to Earth and coming to reality that its not actually possible with the distance and the "shy" culture Asian have. Ultimately, my friend didnt cared much either.

All I could do now is to pray. So lord, let me meet that special someone soon. I need that special person, let me bang to her into the streets, accidentally post a fb msg or whatsoever. Whatever means, how expected or unexpected it could be. If not I'll just be a dull hag until I reach uni in 5 years time. Ah crap. Oh wells.
I am not desperate, mind you =).

Trying with my best effort to put my thoughts into words, no confusions intended down here =).

Till next time.

You wouldn't believe if I'd told you.

This definitely is one of the most spontaneous trip ever. We were granted leave on the 10th and poop, we found ourselves in Phuket on the 11th. We bought the air tickets about 16 hours before the actual departure time, with much gratitude towards the establishments of budget airlines. And we booked our hotel 8 hours prior to our arrival. Worst of all, we had the impression that the airplane ticket was at departing at 7pm  when it was actually at 1pm. Thanks to our regular training of resilience, we got ourselves ready in an hour and cabbed down to Airport, settled our lunch in 10 odds minutes and literally marathon (with all the undigested food and luggage we have) to the boarding gate.

With nothing in mind of what awaits us and clueless about the activities available in Phuket, we clicked on the webbie and sent a bill for any tickets that was within our price range. None of us actually been to a unguided tour to thailand before that ended ourselves a problem of conversing in their language here. In the end, we got ourselves ripped off from a taxi ride from Airport to our hotel.

But 天无绝人之路, there were many more fun and awesome activities waiting for us in Phuket. We walked with the fatique of having IPPT in the morning throughout the day, darn it was challenging because these thighs have not run at that kind of intensity for the last 4 months.

We came across these little booth which offered attractive tour packages and tourist activities. Mr JC's sweetie tongue got us a good price cut off our tour package and activities. While Mr CS's innocent and cute looking charm was an edging to get the attention of bystanders. We had a cool trip with 2 Finnish ladies and a lecturer from the University of Seoul. While our nights were drowned with beer down at a live band Pub, with good vocals and a soothing saxophonist. one of the coolest nights we had was with a Canadian Mum and her 2 daughters. Where a dude was coming to our table and showing off his charming moves for a chance to date one of mama's daughter for the night. But mama kept her kids well away from potent threats, nothing beat a mama's bear like instincts. She's an awesome mum, I'd had wish she was my wife . Not forgetting the famous Ping Pong show everyone in town is talking about, always something about seduction that made a town famous. But we had a few good laugh and found it rather boring, it destroyed my perfect picture for a pretty girl. Nonetheless, the Canadian mama painted a good one up again =).

I'm quite tired of living a single life and not letting myself loose. It would be better to open up my options. Open up to the society and receive whatever it has in store for me. Know my bottom line, no sex, no smoking and no drugs. The world out there is waiting for me to be explored =D.

I'm so thankful for embarking on this getaway trip with these 2 funny pie. How much more nonsense can we get.

Now it's time to move ourselves into our stanch to get ready for whatever shit that is waiting for us over the Oceania.

Hello lonely blog.

Haha, it's been quite a lonely blog every since my college days, guess there are hardly any friends in my life right now. Rather lonely days.

I'm in a rather difficult position now and seems like that the problem is going to persist for the few years.

What's my problem?
I'm having problems trying to fit in with my group of friends down here.
Why?
All of them are attached and has a girlfriend. No one really want to spend that extra commitment to understand one another.
So why not get a girlfriend yourself?
I very much wish to but I'm in an all guy dominant environment and I can't probably be desperate trying to get a girl just to make her my girlfriend. They say love comes when you least expect it to be.
Why not confide with your family members?
There are enough problems within my family so adding on oil to the fire may cause even more unhappiness to them =/.
So when I have problems, who do I find?
I tried talking to my JC friends, Secondary school friends but somehow everyone has their own problems and are quite reluctant to listen out. Or otherwise, do not get my drift cause it's rather hard to explain to them the complication of the things going on around here.
Conclusion?
I got to swallow of all these problems and try to solve them myself. Learn to be more independent. Till one day, I wish to share all the good thing with that special someone.


The above self conversation is rather emotional I recon but hey, I'm cornered to do this. Had tried finding many options to get a life out there but failed. So meanwhile I'll stay chill until fun knocks on my door.
What's up with me for the last 4 months? Practically everyday have been books and screens from 8am to 5.30pm, tons of test and essays. Research was a personal initiative but they are crucial to score. This was one of the few time I hanged so tightly on my limit and try to keep up. To make it worst, the environment isnt exactly ideal when you have objective friends and no family around to help you stabilize your emotion. Practically, I have been in hell, mental hell, trying to fit in and change myself to be useful. Now it's coming to an end but it's only going to get worst when I head overseas. Brace yourself for more challenges but always know the right principles when it comes down to vital decisions. =). Love your family, help the weak (provided they dont backstab you), do things for a good cause and credits are just a bonus.


INSPIRATION

Dian Liang Xing Fu Wei Liang - Zhuang Jing Jie

"God gently closed my eyes, but to open my heart happy to see another 

 window. In the past, my eyes were open but my heart was too blind to feel love

上天轻轻地关上了我的双眼，却打开我心中另一扇看见幸福的窗" 

I came across this book written about this girl named Zhuang Jing Jie, introduced by my mum <3. She had retina degradation at age of 13 when she unfortunately was involved in a car accident. The accident blinds her world and she could only physically see objects within 10cm of her focal cells vision. It was a no cure injury that impedes her learning. 

She would require to sit through an exam 3 times longer the duration of a normal person due to the visual impaired. She uses a bino on the black board and a magnifying glass when writing essays. She only sleeps a few hours a day to keep up with school works. But it did not stopped her from pursueing a honours degree in engineering which put her at the position of any other normal person or even better. 

I am awed by her optimism and cheerfulness to pursue better life.
A person's character are somehow shown on their faces. You could be the ugliest person in the whole wide world, but I think the most pretty people in this world are those people with a pretty heart =).


I hope to earn big bucks and helped those in N.A. to find hope through love. Cause love is probably the only way to cure all those injury or hurtful and despising eyes towards them. Don't forget this dream ok?

My feelings.

"In the midst of war, our human nature to love, even the descendants of our enemies, still prevails in one way or another."

-littlebitsoficexo

Peace

Stepping into this civilian world makes me feel very much like stepping into Disneyland during my childhood vacation overseas.

So comfortable and magical. It's like a wonder to living in such environment compared to the cell I've been kept in.
The freedom to make mistakes without heavy punishment. To do a backflip without people thinking that you are awkward. To socialise without looking at your status or ranks. To smile at people without having them to think "what are your objectives?"

I hope the world know how many people had dedicated their entire lives just to pose a formidable threat to aggressions and protect peace, harmony.
Some of these lives could have chose a much more joyful path with more happy returns but dedicated their lives often on some meaningless missions to deter external powers.

Peace out.

Sent from my iPod

What's with internet.

You are bored at home and thinking of something to whine down after a long day of work, so you decided to open your computer as we all know.. there are abundant of encyclopedic informations in there, filled with geeky entertainment, serenading voices and god knows what up to date news feeds will be awaiting for your first attention.
 
So what's the first ever think you ever read when you open up that browser?

They call it facebook. Something you 'connect' with friends without actually physically be in contact with them.

Log on to your messengers hoping that someone would chat and make your day. Look through the number of people "online" or "available" choosing your next victim to harass.

What's next, then you venture into something call blogs thinking that it might give you more insights on news you might have not heard of. Or will know before anyone would have heard of.

But at the end of the day, you shut down your computer feeling the same way you did before switching on that computer.

My friends, you have fall into this trap of pseudo-dilemma-satisfaction. Instead of trying to browse through all that narcissistic photos on facebook, instead of trying to know your friends through their well paraphrased blog entries or waiting on that chat messenger for an angel to appear... Head out! See reality for the true beauty it has. Virtual is something that never exist and if you put virtual and factual together, we get 2012.

Ciao!

8G

It's nerve wrecking, heart pounding, numb and all that is felt are
tiny little micro bites. It sends your face into the future, some
looked like we are in our 30s, some 50s and some in our graves. It
swells and hurts, like the feeling of drowning and ends you up with a
whole body of measles. Every breathe you take is a struggle to stay
alive.

Sitting on your brim, all is seen is a single tunnel of light, within
the already suffocating you is a small sparkle of hope to regain
conscious, wanting to feel that perfect vision you always had. It
slowly creeps till total darkness and it's uncontrollable, till the
point you fall from conscious or you release the button.

All those attentions on instruments and spatial awareness only centred
at one vision : to fight this G monster.

But when I see those darkness, I remembered you. That vision of you
that fired me up, giving me a reason to stand up again. To stand up
against all these odds. No matter if it's all backstabbers here, it
doesn't matter if I'm weak or at my limits, it doesn't matter if I'm
seeing darkness. Seeing you lights up the world. It's an unspoken and
unexplained truth. But although you died, that thought has always been
a motivation. I can't deny it, love is part of me. It's every part of
me when I'm at my limits.

Thank you and rest well :). I'll continue discovering love, the best
part of it or the bad part of it, I'll walk with it :).

G measles.

Imagine it in large scale. Measles. That gross. Get off meeeeee.

My fight

Fight that monster, that G monsta. 9G, fight it.

There's always a us in trust, lie in believe, end in friends, over in lover, if in life.