Believe in truth. Still.

Injustice. They are just everywhere without family and friends. How everyone preached about playing fair and sticking to the rules, even in soccer... there's something called red card. But in real life, your red card might just be your dying day.

Unfairness. It catches you when you are still so green and at disadvantage most of the time. The fight for money, for promotions, for pride and power is often so ugly. Morals twisted, respect toasted, friendship broken, bonds split and fingers starts pointing.

Why must human be like this in the end? Why cant people harmoniously live together without fighting for a throne? Why cant Thailand, one of the kindest country in the world, be the most successful country in the world? Instead why are the country with the greatest arms and highest fire power ranked the most superior in the world?

Fear is much more capable than love and respect when it comes to success.

So ugly and dirty.

Let's just continue to try my best and believe in truth and stay tune for what heavens have in stall for me =).
What belongs to me will definitely come and of course it still comes with a prize of working hard ^_^.

End of a very long and well deserved break

In this month, I've splurge quite a fair bit. On numerous activities which are eye opening but among these, there's only one single greatest take away - to be happy. As you grow up, finding happiness is really a great deal of task. With competitions, society's pressure, the fight to out win one another in any means... it can get quite ugly and dirty. But this break had open my eyes once again to realize that this is just an integral part of my life that I dont really have to believe in. It does not define me. I could be here with my soul working things professionally but I could still keep my character, keep what I was before, keeping my way of life, keep the things I love. I do not really have to change myself entirely =).

I still believe in good, meritocracy, love, justice and fair play. I believe ultimately those people who used ugly means to get up there will normally fall down very hard in the end. A simple life is good, I do not need a mansion to prove my ability neither do I have to be a billionaire to tell the world I've succeeded. It comes with a little luck and a little dirtiness. Nonetheless, if the opportunity comes knocking on my door one day, I'll embrace it with open arms =). Once again, I'm blogging here to announce to the whole world that I will be working my hardest and now my smartest. It's worth it =).

Bite the bullet!

Jairus

He's one of the stars of my life. When we competed years ago, I didn't know he was of such strong caliber, such strong character. There was this instant when both of us started our virgin paddling experience, we started almost together capsizing every other day in our ever unstable boat. Every time we fell we would get up but after a considerable amount of tries, I would normally sit on the shore while watching his countless attempts in the mastery of the boat. He was a worthy opponent, in fact now that I see - a formidable fighter. I think everyone in my time had seen him in action, his aspirations, his fight and his dreams, makes up a big picture of a respectable athlete in every Singaporean paddlers.

He inspired me, undoubtedly. I want to return to the arena of paddling after I sorted my iron rice bowl, representing Singapore is something I can afford for my country, a chapter of my story that I would like to write. Age 28 will be my prime, so let's work towards that. Meanwhile keeping myself fit.

‘I want to be grateful; I want to show my appreciation to all the people around me, and I want to appreciate and enjoy every moment of my life.’

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I guess it's seeing these things that keeps me alive. If my life was given in exchange to save 100 more lives, it will be worth it. I'll just keep counting and seems like it ain't so bad afterall =). Feel so blessed after hearing those news. There'll always a better plan for me =).