HELLO BLOG!

There aren't really much for me to blog about now cause it's rather a routine down there. Life have been pretty much boring and I'm not expecting anything special for tomorrow.

Just decent results for my birthday will do.. hopefully. I bet dad doesn't even remember that tomorrow's my birthday. And I'm not planning to tell him. Funny isn't it? And I'm delightful that the "Da jie" gang gave me a surprise 2 weeks back. TY! =D

I can play this =D. But only the basic tabs. In time to come, I hope I can manage to play all of jay chou's song but his songs have difficulty man...

And i sang happy birthday to myself. For a 2 weeks beginner, that's some achievement ok!

Results are in 4 days! OMGgggggggggggggggggggg.

It's kind of dumb whenever I tried to close this blog down yet I revived it again. Realized that I couldn't live a life without sharing it. At the same time, I have to be cautious from time to time to keep confidentiality. I prefer more privacy, yet I couldn't do without sharing with others. What clash of habits i have!

Protecting our place

It was said that we had to conserve our way of life and in order to do that, we have to protect ourselves from potential aggressors. Coincidentally, it's hard for me to find a purpose in serving. Had thought for a considerable time for something to protect.

Family? My home? My school? What's there to be protect that I'm willing to give up my life for it?

My family are in foreign land and that leaves me rotting here with the 2 years I'm bond to. I've got no girlfriend, I've got almost zero wealth and almost nothing worth in life. In short, I'm a loner, poor and dispensable. The most expensive possession which I own is probably a 5th gen iPod which a burglars would not bother putting into their collectionssss.

The only aim I had for these 2 years is to hit a record timing for 2.4. It's not going to be easy but my section mates will be rivaling against one another to vie for that aim. It's healthy competition =) and I've been waiting for these moments. 8.15 mins! It's realistic for me.

I'll be able to catch a purpose in time to come... I'm sure.

15 more days to the release of results and I'm getting worried.

The last post.

Thank you for giving me such a wonderful 2 years. All of you, I very very grateful for everything. It have been really wonderful to be around you guys.

Final of day of work is such a rewarding feeling. Since it was my final day of work, I completed a total of 15 reports in 10 hours. Definitely some record in that office. =). Satisfied with that result and believe it or not.. I offered myself to work for free on thursday evening since I heard that they will be rushing for reports on that day. I hope those aunties won't get any sickness for overworking, they've got so many kids to look after.

Sis will be heading to overseas for student attachment prog together with mum and that leaves me alone with dad on weekends. It makes me think about the horrible days ahead without having company. No one to share secrets with, no one to go out with for frequent weekend movies and no one to share ice cream with. Weekends of army will mostly be boring unless I met on buddies in it =). It's during these lonely times when guys in army feel like getting a girl but also getting ready for the girl to dump you - unless the girl is damn nice. In short, it's called walking in to our own graves, so in order not to get dump, it's best if I dump that idea. Farewell sis! You will be missed. A lot.

May be it's time to be a loner again. What's wrong with going to movies alone?

3 more days to saying good bye to freedom. But I'm looking forward to it!