I choose..

I choose to live by choice, not by chance.
To make changes, not excuses
To be motivated not manipulated
To be useful not used
Self esteem over self sympathy
To listen to the inner voice within.

Met a friend

Met a friend who had the same life encounters as me...

Who went to N(A)..
Who excelled and found a new hope in sports..
Who went to jc..
Who decided to work first before going to uni..
Who had to work in an environment of alcohol and lust..
Who had to break values to go with the flow..
And the dream of helping third world children and kids..

Thank you for reinforcing my values and reminding me what I set myself out to do since the beginning.

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Unless...

“Unless someone like you cares a whole awful lot,

Nothing is going to get better. It's not.”

Prayer for the Air force wife.

An Air Force wife has so much to bear,
She's everything at once, no one could compare,
When God made her, he had perfection in mind,
For nowhere on Earth is another of her kind,

She leads a life not many would choose,
For her job is the hardest in the military to do,
She is courageous and strong, one would say made of steel,
But way deep down is a heart that can feel,

She stands by her husband, so proud and so tall,
And waits many nights by the phone for a call,
She's Mommy and Daddy all rolled into one,
She'll never rest easy until her job's done,

She sits all alone and in silence she cries,
Dis I do a good job, is my family all right?
But deep in her heart she knows that it's true,
God is right beside her helping her through.

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As we walk deeper in..

Problems gets more complicated and combersome.
It seems as if everyone else had an equally tough life.


Problems
Just bottle them up,
Sharing them makes other people's heart broken,
Showing others made it more complicated,
Spoke to the waters about them,
I always complain about these problems during those runs and swim.
I asked them why... WHY THESE PROBLEMS.
Every stroke I took, every step I had,
they told me not to give up
cause each step I took, there's always hope.

Self reflected, finding positive change,
and always going through the process of self discovery,
No body's perfect, we have a piece of us that stay broken.
Continue the pace,
The pain won't be that bad if there's a goal.

Don't be afraid that no one would journey with you when problems gets big,
roads get lonely,
or no one to share how horrible the times were,
cause at the end of the day,
only you and yourself know you've done the right things...
made the right choices..
and staying clear of your conscious.
We all have a soul that reflect our actions.

Don't change for something you are not, it gets painful and really difficult.
You can't be the best of who you are too.
One day you'd be found by the person who treasures you most.
Most for your character, for your values and for your steel.
Stay strong in what you believe, stand up for what you know is right.

Until the day God delivers, get ready to love the person eternally and love with a pure heart once again =).

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Take away all these that's around me.

Take this pride,
this rank,
this pay cheques,
these cash,
this car,
you can take all these away from me cause...
honestly I don't need them.

Just give me my mummy,
My sis...
My loving dad.

Leave alone my will to help others.
Don't blind me from seeing that I can touch lives.
Don't touch my innocence in love.

Although I'll be away from home for a while,
But each time I come back,
I promise to bring good stories and fresh sun shines.

Lord.
Empower me to have the depth to be able to stand loneliness.
To find a purpose in solitude.
Not to fear in lack of company.
For with you, I found my self assurance.
For I know you'd always want to give me the best.

Lead me to believe in good always.

When death comes, I'm not afraid =).
A silent prayer brings me closer to you.
I will do my duty as a soldier, as a protector and as a guardian angel.
To bring smiles to people who are missing their friends and families.

I'll lift them up from danger.
Deliver them safe.
And let their families be at peace.

Amen