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OMG. Look at my horrible GP! It really gives me a fright. Hopefully the A level marker will be more kind and gracious. I would just like to have a E for Gp pls... =(

This blog officially do not belongs to alvin quek anymore. It's Sook Ching blogging here.

It was a terrible morning for me.

I was asking if I could go on a trip with the canoeist at Genting next week.

Well, they could have just said no or something. But instead they utter something nasty which made me real mad.

They said we are all gays, same bags, stick to each another like glues and each don't even have any girlfriend. My parents even asked if I was still straight. What's their problem? I don't really care how others look at the way we behave and there isn't anything wrong about being so close, though being guys. There's nothing wrong about buying a team bag, there's nothing wrong about going out everyday or study everyday together isn't it? I like it that way and if they have a problem, so be it.

They hit the jackpot of my vital points that's why I was darn mad. They were rubbing salt on those wound. I'm not going to talk to them for a long long time. >=(

Status quo or not. To regret or not to.

A strong feeling towards something or someone, how would you deal with it?

Sometimes destiny seemed to be so coincidental that it questions if you would regret not trying.

Stories of falling out. Hearing them, we had learnt never to fall in too fast or too deep, to take a step back and wonder if things were the way they really are.

An open wound that was cut or hurt takes time to heal. It also inject a kind of fear in the patient which has a lasting effect.

Today's talk made me think a lot =). How all of us fell out of it. But we'll always continue to love, that heart we all have is strong and ready to give out love whenever it is needed. Being rejected or dejected just means our love is not needed and there's always other people who need it elsewhere. I found similarity about the love we gave others. <3

Time together isn't ever quite enough
When you and I are alone, I’ve never felt so at home
What will it take to make or break this hint of love?
We need time, only time
When we’re apart whatever are you thinking of?
If this is what I call home, why does it feel so alone?
So tell me darling, do you wish we’d fall in love?
All the time, all the time

This what I call life! Movie, soccer and buffet in one day C=
I was excited of going out for the first time in 2 months or so. I frantically ran in and out of house with a soccer ball. Cant contain the excitement!! More to come tomorrow. Hehe.

ECONOMICS.

I decided to dedicate this post to the 2 years of terrible economics experience I had. Posting all of it here will officially mark the end of this terrible journey of learning Econs.

It started with the first ever econs test I had in Mj. Out of 25, I scored 3. The lowest in my class and probably the whole of mj. That marked the very beginning of my poor devastating life I had because of taking econs. From then on all the grades I received were Us, Ss and Es. None of them exceeded an E while majority of them are Us. Wow? So I was desperate at the start of J2 and took on tuition; constantly ask around for good econs tuition. A major schedule of my study plans are dedicated to econs. But unfortunately, it still remains my weakest subject that is always in the "liquidity trap" of scoring Us.

Econs had totally sucked the soul out of me. When the examiner said "pens down" during paper 2, I was shocked and jumped out of my seat. My heart stopped for that moment and it was really embarrassing cause the examiners and the candidate around me noticed it. The jump made my chair and table shake violently +_+. Good thing that I was seated at the last row of the hall that not many people took notice. The paper was that scary for me.

I woke up 3 am last night with a nightmare that I was seeing 4 grade on my A level cert (1 of them was the missing U from Econs), with sweat and the feverish feeling.

But it'll be one of the subjects that I will be most proud of (together with GP) when I received my cert, even if it's only a U. I know the amount of soul I've sold in exchange for econ's knowledge is tremendous.

Econs had officially shorten my life by 10 years.

Good bye and I'll never see you again. Even if I did well, good bye. We will never see each another again even if it is the worst case scenario, I will ignore you forever econs.

Fairy tales don't exist. Get over it, just walk on and everything will be fine, great and happy beginning ahead. People should move on and not lament in the stubbornness they possess. High school life is coming to an end and all those believes of destiny, fate should just ends here. Taking it further might just be pointless.

How sure are you that the crush is the person that you're looking for? Sometimes, people just don't appear to be whom they really are, it's all illusionary. Fake and imposed onto your mind in the form of a temporary sensation. Just have to imagine that person with low voice, ugly looks, smelly odour, bad habits (dig nose), unhygienic (dont bath) and surprisingly, the feeling will just go with the wind.

Happy memories are a page of the diary where we all laugh and smirk because of all the tiny bits of reminiscence, or rather.. the dumb characters we possess. So yup. ARMORY! Let's move on together.

(I know you will read this soon).

I'm being less dreamy these days liao, come to our senses! This is reality! The truth that we should not be bluffing ourselves of. Haha.

It's all coming to end... soon.

Finally, econs had ended and it felt like a total relief for A levels. The worst has finally ended.

But there's more to expect ahead. Those 3 last paper will define the A grade.

Does this mean that we are going to be adults real soon? The real world, the adult stuffs? Good bye college, uniforms and classrooms? I can't wait for that. But at the same time.. all of you will be missed X). I really appreciate all the friends I know in the school, although we may have not met eye to eye or talked, all of you are already adding colours to my life in MJ. Thank you so so much! I really do love college life, apart from the mugging involved.

Before everything ends, please tag a farewell message in this blog! Add me on F.Book, even if you are some random dude, it'll accept as long as your from mj =P. I dont want to regret for not knowing more friends. =D

I'm just feeling so high after the end of econs, it spells complete liberty for me. Freedom for ETERNITY! Wahahaha!

2 down and 3 more to go.

One heavy load of GP is off my mind now but the biggest problem has yet to come. ECONS.

The creepy thing is that I have only passed econs once in my entire life at Mj.

It's amazing..

Though how much practise that a person had, though how much papers that were done and how much repeated revisions a person had. It's still down to that few careless mistakes and same few mistakes that are so fatal.

May be a perfectionist isn't something I should call myself. I get over demoralised when I could not attain full marks or commit a stupid mistake over something trivial. Much have been done and all I need is that tiny confidence.

Although I'm still failing Econs. Although there are still persistent carelessness for Maths. Although my AQs are still not up to standards. I'm going into that exam hall and NOTHING is going to stop me!

NOTHING!