I've been there

I've been there.
Soaring through clouds.
Having the earth on top of my heads.
With the heavens below me, with sun rays shining me from below.
Tumble, roll and flipping through clouds.
Flying at the speed of sound.
Getting close to the ground and dancing with the winds.
I tango with the birds and I was the king of the skies.

On my master seat I have gauges of all sort. I put will on my right hand and faith on my left.
They have been my friends ever since, we have been through thick and thin; low and high; fast and slow. The beauty of cruise, the touch of aerobatics and the finesse of accuracy, my 2 friends and I have been there.

So what's stopping me? I'm here for the best. To be on top of the world and nothing less. Beat the shit out of anything's that is stopping me. Don't stop me cause you'll be hurt. You'll only survive as my enemy. I'm limitless and beyond boundaries. No obstacles stand in my way.

I'm unstoppable.

Hello world.

It's always about sad news that's why I am here. To speak the words of truth and all that I need to confess, hoping to move on at the end of this self reflection.

One thing that is true. I have not been performing up to standards, behind my own power performance curve. My careless, non-meticulous and ill discipline attitude have been biting on my peak performance ever since the start. What they are looking for, is an X factor in me. Which I clearly lacked. A winner in me which will kill to win or do anything which is necessary.

I have a kind and passive personality. I don't like sucking up to superiors neither do I like being a person's dog. I need to have a deeper desire in me, a greater passion and a wilder fire. It is unsaid.

It's like liking a girl. No matter what she does, crazy or mad.. you'll still love her.

I'm in love with the freedom and discipline in air. For the anticipation and beauty of finesse aviation.

Keep going ALVIN!

Almost there

My number one lesson learnt from this week. Don't forget nature. Someday it'll come at you and tear you down. No life stands in its way, big or small, it brings it all down. People say humans are the most superior creatures but they forgot it was nature that people are relying on. =)

Dance and fly with the winds. If you forget the winds, you just lost the skill of perfection in flying.

Keep pushing limits. It's a test of your capability. You are strong and worthy. For will and honour. =)





Another version of "who you are" written by Jessie J

DRUNK

The feeling of having some liquid substance within you and feel like throwing up is wrong. The whole of today was spend on recovering from yesterday night. That lousy and wasted feeling. I feel like a girl for the first time, having cramps and reluctant to do anything else. Hangover the next day and proved that merlion do exist.

Never going to drink again, I'm fearful of alcohol now. It'll take a while before I'm going to allow anyone to influence me get a cup.

Now keep on track! =)