When we grow up

Daddy I start to discover so many hardships you had endured.
I was so naive and demanded so many things when I was young.
The tiny toys that you bought for me, I treasured them more than I had before.
I saw the blood you shed trying to defend our home.
The stress you'd endured to see us grow up... healthy.
The discontentment you had to see from your boss.
The stolen attention from your wife cause most of the time she's spending it with her kiddos.
The times you had to spend overseas... alone.

Mummy..
I started to appreciate your cooking... washing...and the will you had to make a good home for us,
Realized the importance of having a home maker,
A watcher and guardian for the children,
The cloths you had washed for us, from small little tiny shirts to my flight suit today.
Not forgetting the toilets you had endured to wash =D.
The kisses you've gave me to ensure that I'm well loved.
The non-stop hits of nagging to ensure my values are well groomed.

To this day, I just want to apologise for my inconsolable acts when I was a child.
The sleepless nights I put you guys through when I screamed for my milk bottle every hour.
The stubborn me who ran away from home countless times.
The ill discipline me who did not managed basic academics.
The active little boy who always irritates his parents cause he wanted to go out and play sports.

Each time I looked at things around me... I felt the pressure to perform.
Just hope I could match up to the level that both of you had performed so well cause within me...
I still have this under confidence that I couldn't.

Merry Xmas Granny =).

A friend in need is a friend indeed

I lost a very good childhood friend in the last few months.
Probably due to my insensitivity,
Due to my ignorance,
Due to my impatience,
Due to my pride then...
But now that i think of it,
It would have been better if i swallowed my pride
And accept whatever was in front of me then...
Stand by that person...
Things would turned out a little different than today.
I'm just feeling very lousy losing a really important friend like you..
I pray that you are well and will be successful at yr chosen path.
I know you wont be visiting here but if you do..
Just want you to know that you have been a really valuable friend,
a sincere and earnest friend that guided me till this very day.
All these years, I haven't had the chance to thank you
for being my motivation and spiritual support.
Even when I had... I missed it out.

Guess u didnt want to remain contactable..
But if one day you need support,
I'll be willing to return the support :).

Always.