Someday, things will be right for me.
I do not yearn, I do not hope or wait.
Cause happiness are always around the corner.
Peeking and observing me.
Though days are mundane and tough.
These days are just like a passing stranger.
Something we aren't concerned about yet had to pass by.
The destination will come one day.
One day, I'll meet you eventually.
Thursday 27 September 2012
Wednesday 26 September 2012
Reflections
A voice told me "your not working smart enough". It was said on a single impression of me but it led to a long sequence of thoughts that follows.
How do you define confidence? Cause confidence is a basis to being smart, being able to outwit or overcome a certain issue. Tracing to the root of confidence, they are often closely linked to self esteem, the level of recognition a person is able to receive from people around him/her. Being able to relate to things around a person when he is describing an issue or utilising our "6th sense" to see, listen or feel.
Im a decent person but this world is complicated. Its no place for decent people to survive. Working this through plain and righteous way earns you a label as "not working smart". I kept reminding myself that this is part of growing up but it came as a surprise cause i was never taught these surviving values when i was a boy. Being a kid who is not close to his working dad. Its rather difficult to feel what dad had been going through all along..
Im feeling like you can only understand how i feel, oh diary... Im sorry to have been missing u out for quite a while. Will be seeing you more often! :). Guess its only you and me against the world. Haha.
Love u lots diary
How do you define confidence? Cause confidence is a basis to being smart, being able to outwit or overcome a certain issue. Tracing to the root of confidence, they are often closely linked to self esteem, the level of recognition a person is able to receive from people around him/her. Being able to relate to things around a person when he is describing an issue or utilising our "6th sense" to see, listen or feel.
Im a decent person but this world is complicated. Its no place for decent people to survive. Working this through plain and righteous way earns you a label as "not working smart". I kept reminding myself that this is part of growing up but it came as a surprise cause i was never taught these surviving values when i was a boy. Being a kid who is not close to his working dad. Its rather difficult to feel what dad had been going through all along..
Im feeling like you can only understand how i feel, oh diary... Im sorry to have been missing u out for quite a while. Will be seeing you more often! :). Guess its only you and me against the world. Haha.
Love u lots diary
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Saturday 15 September 2012
Thursday 13 September 2012
Ain't about right or wrong, winning or loosing.
If we were to compare, put down everything on the table and see things at an equal level, we'll never be able to rationale an equilibrium why some people get a little more, why other got a little less.
Life's unfair and it was made that way anyway. So to be happy, just close an eye to things we can't control and make silent prayer whenever we can. I believe in hard work, in good deeds and in goodwill of a person. If we pry for good things, eventually good overcomes will come around for us.
But for a young family, with a kid, an unrealistic partner and a pocket full of bills. With his only lifeline left... I could feel his shoes. But none of us could help him except treating him to meals, absorbing his transport cost or occasionally listen to his problems.
I'm asking myself how could I had done something to sulvage his situation or if I were in his exact situation, how could I had done better? I noticed how powerless and limited I am. When we are at our limits, we just got to face the music and live life with our commitments.
But on the other hand. I had a similar age friend, in the same exact situation.. newly wed to a lawyer, currently on a honeymoon trip and expecting a child. Both their prospectful career brought them stable life, good prospect to the family, couple and ultimately ... the child.
Choices are something we make and have to stick to. The missing link is probably to make a promising choice that puts us in good shape... that's the reality that fairytales don't teach us.
I just hope the world could have been more fair. Growing up makes me more and more disappointed at how the world functions...
Life's unfair and it was made that way anyway. So to be happy, just close an eye to things we can't control and make silent prayer whenever we can. I believe in hard work, in good deeds and in goodwill of a person. If we pry for good things, eventually good overcomes will come around for us.
But for a young family, with a kid, an unrealistic partner and a pocket full of bills. With his only lifeline left... I could feel his shoes. But none of us could help him except treating him to meals, absorbing his transport cost or occasionally listen to his problems.
I'm asking myself how could I had done something to sulvage his situation or if I were in his exact situation, how could I had done better? I noticed how powerless and limited I am. When we are at our limits, we just got to face the music and live life with our commitments.
But on the other hand. I had a similar age friend, in the same exact situation.. newly wed to a lawyer, currently on a honeymoon trip and expecting a child. Both their prospectful career brought them stable life, good prospect to the family, couple and ultimately ... the child.
Choices are something we make and have to stick to. The missing link is probably to make a promising choice that puts us in good shape... that's the reality that fairytales don't teach us.
I just hope the world could have been more fair. Growing up makes me more and more disappointed at how the world functions...
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