Wednesday 26 September 2012

Reflections

A voice told me "your not working smart enough". It was said on a single impression of me but it led to a long sequence of thoughts that follows.

How do you define confidence? Cause confidence is a basis to being smart, being able to outwit or overcome a certain issue. Tracing to the root of confidence, they are often closely linked to self esteem, the level of recognition a person is able to receive from people around him/her. Being able to relate to things around a person when he is describing an issue or utilising our "6th sense" to see, listen or feel.

Im a decent person but this world is complicated. Its no place for decent people to survive. Working this through plain and righteous way earns you a label as "not working smart". I kept reminding myself that this is part of growing up but it came as a surprise cause i was never taught these surviving values when i was a boy. Being a kid who is not close to his working dad. Its rather difficult to feel what dad had been going through all along..

Im feeling like you can only understand how i feel, oh diary... Im sorry to have been missing u out for quite a while. Will be seeing you more often! :). Guess its only you and me against the world. Haha.

Love u lots diary

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