It's kind of dumb whenever I tried to close this blog down yet I revived it again. Realized that I couldn't live a life without sharing it. At the same time, I have to be cautious from time to time to keep confidentiality. I prefer more privacy, yet I couldn't do without sharing with others. What clash of habits i have!

Protecting our place

It was said that we had to conserve our way of life and in order to do that, we have to protect ourselves from potential aggressors. Coincidentally, it's hard for me to find a purpose in serving. Had thought for a considerable time for something to protect.

Family? My home? My school? What's there to be protect that I'm willing to give up my life for it?

My family are in foreign land and that leaves me rotting here with the 2 years I'm bond to. I've got no girlfriend, I've got almost zero wealth and almost nothing worth in life. In short, I'm a loner, poor and dispensable. The most expensive possession which I own is probably a 5th gen iPod which a burglars would not bother putting into their collectionssss.

The only aim I had for these 2 years is to hit a record timing for 2.4. It's not going to be easy but my section mates will be rivaling against one another to vie for that aim. It's healthy competition =) and I've been waiting for these moments. 8.15 mins! It's realistic for me.

I'll be able to catch a purpose in time to come... I'm sure.

15 more days to the release of results and I'm getting worried.