Sunday 3 February 2013

So much to say, yet nothing is said.

I couldn't rest my thoughts these few days. They kept circling around one issue and every time i settled down alone, I would keep thinking about how it felt.

Feelings are sometimes not something that we can control?
We can't help but feel the way we felt.
It's a chain effect probably.
You'll feel for the person after a while...
How it felt like to receive those words in their shoes.
It pains to remember sad things,
Yet are these things really something to be sad about?
Or are they happy encounters?

When things were blunt and probably too blunt to think twice of the consequences.

Love is blind,
love is childish,
A lot to do with innocence and turning ourselves back to a kid again.

Just one mistake of handling it wrongly.
Coupled with a snow balled problem.

It crashed.
Would it be easier if we let go?

The difference of mindsets,
of background values,
the difference in family's sentiments,
of understanding in one another's family,
and the indulgence of eternal trust in one another.

We would think of it as a wrong chess move,
yet in every game... after losing the king.
It's game over. =(

Is this love really over?

What am I suppose to do? =/

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